Worring is stressfull... just wastes energy

If you can't do anything about something, there is no point in worring about it!

I got the says from a person. A person that might be trying to challenge me with thousands of his curiosity.  Well... I am waiting for that moment though. Please put to the test on me. Just wanna know until what level you wanna put me at. Hmmm... damn interesting huh!

Don't you ever know that, I am holding these hardly in me? In every gripping moment in life... I am flowing, I am sailing... smoothly with living a Happy, Resilient and Optimistic. Come close to me.... come inside me... to feel it, experience it with full of the sensations. Fuhhhh... such a dramatic huhh.

I wanna share about how I am handling the worring. Worring is stressfull and in certain situation it does not accomplish anything. It's nothing more than kind of waste... wastes energy. Thus I did something about them or I just simply ignore about them... hehe.. it pretty easy huh, as easy as 1, 2, 3. I use to do this as well, when I'm worries about something. or.. okay let me rephase my words, if I'm worries about someone or the feeling of missing someone is at the top of my mind, I'd just grap a piece of  paper and write down the worries, write down his name and then put them away in a box? Hehe... is a big No, No, i just throw it away in the trash then. Its such a fun! Then I am released!!!

Bolt from the Blue

I'd receive these from someone... Ben! and I'm not sure how should I comment on his words. Pretty much mysterious on how should I perceive on stuff like this. well... well..

Do you realy know who I am?

I am opening my doors of my world for you, if you are not picking it up than it's too bad. You are not made for any normal man! Your mind needs to be challange by an intelligent man. And you have not found any as they fled after knowing you. Only i can match it and you know that I am good, if  not, better.

lets explore each others potential and share our resources. You have to collapse your defence mechanism for me to come into your world.

So you agree that we know each other closer and better? 

I do not know who you are... what count is not the colour but the character that you bring and the words that you said not the language that you use either. From the first glance, I know that you are a man... and outstanding man. Without opening your mouth I knew that you are a man with something though. I can smell that either...

Really wanna fly!

Anyone wanna fly with me? Seriously... I'm offering someone that really sincere wanna be my partner, to be with me... to fly like a bird, beautiful bird. yea...

The thing is, anyone out there will come to me with the answer? It's pretty much imposible, to make it TRUE.  I'd feel down... I'm speechless actually. Either no words to express or hard too understand the expression of how I'd feel.

Out of the blue, the stament by someone, but I can't really recall the name... said

"What we think determines what happens to us, so if we want to change our lives, we need to stretch our minds"

Should I rephase my statement then... into a very simple expression so that everyone know and understand me, I'm really looking for the happiness, TRUE Happiness! I did get the say... Happiness is an inside job. Is not an easy things... for me to digest that say though.

I Can't Stop From Liking You

I can't stop from liking you... WOWWWWWWW!

what a say huh! This is really an interesting story. Not sure how should I put the start to make it super duper interesting. mama miaa... But I would say I will stay with the mood, with the real mood that he clad with. The pesona that he brought.

I wrote...
I can't sleep the whole night, heart keep crying… was thinking of people take advantage on me just like that, because of my weaknesses… all I need is a little bit of empathy, pity me...

I'm not sure how should i go about this ... how to carry on with the flow of his rhythm... I'd say
for anything happened, I always take the blame, at all time I'd put the blame on me not on other people, thus just let me be alone, let me keep hush for a certain period...

Let's life booze by itself... I just don't wanna to let my heart cry anymore. Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile...

Satisfaction Brought It Back...

Sir,

I'm be of the same mind... for the most part followers're taking things for granted. I would say followers're not trying to be au fait with in yawning thought.

Sir... I'm be pleased about your turn of phrase.

Feel like there is no precise word to express my gratitude for your kindness in putting your view in words… other than appreciated! All I can say is; if humans not taking a religion as part of their way of life... thus stuff like that happened.

These are my says to Mat Rabi...

the 6th from him

my dear mek

it is good to be back here.i hope you are well and im still waiting to meet you. i seek forgiveness from Allah swt if i erred in my views and constantly seek his guidance...

when i said earlier that there cannot be separation between humans and Allah, please understand that we are part of Him but not Him. remember He is unmanisfested and formless. in His absolute essence He will never be known (Zat Mutlak)..we carry His attributes (sifat) . essence and attributes cannot be separated..but the essence here is dependant on His absolute essence(zat mukayat)......we are the slave and He is the Master. ..He is the lord and we are the vassal. in this sense it is logical to say that the slave is to serve the master..the slave is to fulfill the master's purposes. we have to be careful in understading the words used by most religions."we are to worship God"..to me a more accurate words should be." we are to serve God"....submit to Him in order to serve Him and be His khalifah ( representative) in this world.

my dear mek, this is the answer....who is God? who am I? what is the relationship between me and God? and what is my purpose in this life?

certainly i will try to elaborate further on the subject of serving God..at this stage let me say that most people including the muslims are more concerned about worshipping God rather than serving God....

....to be continued....

Winter Ballad KL Version... Kuya Hamka

Bravura!

I'm not trying to lay it too thick thought it may sound a little thick to you, but honestly... your words genuinely flow just like a tranquil air... if truth be told... in deed



I'll keep you in my heart till it's very last beat.



A person who truely loves you and knows you... is someone who sees the pain in your eyes... while everyone else will believes in the smile of your face

Started with a Statement

Starting with these from me. Shooting to Mat Rabi.

Muslims that confess that they are free thinker or a Muslim who forms opinions on the basis of reason, majority of them are especially a person whose religious opinions differ from established belief. They are adopted, embraced, be in favor of with the western culture thus make them rejected Islam which restricted their life! What do you think Sir? I need your sincere comment...

I'd receive the 4th says from Mat Rabi

my dear mek

I hope Allah continues to bless you and again I seek His guidance for me to say the right things and ask for forgiveness if I had erred. We not only have to be believers but we also have to be seekers. I cannot remember exactly the Surah in the Koran when Allah says (something to this meaning)...I send you Muhammad to teach one important thing, find ways towards discovering Allah, or simply seek Allah... I said in my earlier posting that the key to know Allah is to know yourself first...Who am I? Therefore we have to focus all our attention now to know ourselves first. When we were first concious about ourselves, we came to know that we are called humans. We realised we existed in a place called the world. The religion taught us that there is the Supreme power called God who created everything. He is invincible and of course a seperate entity. As far as I know there were two occasions when the Prophets had the chance of meeting Him. The first was Prophet Moses when he asked God to be visible at mount Thursina so that he could explain to his people about Him. Allah warned Prophet Moses that if He showed Himself everything would get destroyed. Anyway He commanded Moses to look at the mountain and He manifested. Moses saw the entire mount Thursina disintegrated and he fainted. When he regained his conciousness, he submitted that he was a true believer. The second time was when Prophet Muhammad was ascended (Miraj) to meet Allah at Sidratul Muntaha, somewhere in the sky, so we were told sitting on a Throne called Arasy.. .

...to be continued....

5th says from Mat Rabi

my dear mek

my apology for quite a lapse from my last posting..i hope you are well and enjoying life. as for me i have been quite busy with my business activities and discharging my responsibilities as the head of the family. my mother in law came to stay with us and just went home to sarawak yesterday.... i hope you have been reading my writings earlier with an open mind..Again I seek Allah's guidance to continue writing to you..I recognise the limitation of my mind to talk about the subject. just as a reminder, i said before that the key to know Allah is to know yourself and we should at this stage to focus about knowing ourselves. we realised that we are called humans and we were thrown in this world without any choice. we have no choice to choose our parents, our race, our place of birth, our gender and our physical appearance.do you realise that you see everything through your own conciousness alone? you are the only one.there are no two you...only you..by the way this is Ahad or Esa. we must be special. let us look at what Allah said in the koran....something to this meaning..'i created man and jinn for them to submit to me'and ' i created man to be my khalifah (representative) in this world'. and when the first man Adam was created, He said ' i blow my soul unto him'...the angels questioned Him as to why He wanted to create humans that would make mischief on earth..to which Allah replied." indeeed you don't know what i know"..to a question on what is soul (roh), He replied ' i only reveal little knowledge to man regarding soul, the rest remains my secret'.....these are jottings what were revealed in the koran regarding the creation of humans...let us now examine ourselves..physically we were thrown to this world as a result of reproduction from our parents. we are alive and have conciousness..what and who is behind that conciousness?..our breathing (nafas) cause the aliveness. we have to be convinced that HUMANS ARE PART OF GOD, NO SEPARATION ONLY UNITY.......

...to be continued....