By the name of Mat Rabi

Second reply from Mat Rabi and I did reply to him.

Thank you for your words Sir. Satisfaction brought it back! Much appreciated. By the means of reversed physiology in knowing you Sir… thus, I got the answer to my curiosity. You’re a good man!

I would not be forthright with you I suppose...

My Dear Mek

I hope this message will find you in good spirit and enjoying every moment of your life. Praise be to Allah, the formless and the Source to everything. I continue to seek His guidance to grant me the wisdom to say the truth.

Life is a journey and the so called religion is supposed to guide us in this journey on earth towards the after life. Some people say in fact the after life is 'real living' which both of us have not experienced yet. Yet it is the most sure thing and definitely we will be there sooner or later. Ironically this is the most forgotten thing and most people dare not think of this. Death is seen as a negative thing that will bring sorrow and sadness....
From the beginning of time there is in fact one religion to guide human beings in their journey on this earth and their way of life. The religion must have come from the same Source. The religion is ISLAM in the language of the last messenger, the Arabic language. The fundamentals remain unchanged because there is only one truth, indeed the only reality. Human beings must believe and have the faith that God the supreme power exists and He is the Source of all existence, the manifested. The Source is formless and un manifested and remains absolute. His absolute essence will never be known. He says in the Koran , 'whatever you think is not Me". He means His absolute essence. Put it in another way, "Don't think about My absolute essence". Recognizing His existence human beings are to SUBMIT to Him in order to be SAFE or have PEACE. Submit and Peace is the meaning of Islam, from the linguistic point of view. It is the terminal objective of our life. It is the end state that we should be in. The knowledgeable says, " the start of the religion or the first thing is to know Allah". Then religion laid down rules and regulations for our conduct on this earth. This is to create a social order and a sense of justice in our human relationship. This changes from time to time depending on our civilization. For example at the beginning it was not forbidden for siblings to marry. Another example before Muhammad it was forbidden for husband and wife to make love throughout the fasting month. Now it is only forbidden for the couples to make love during the day time. Of course there are many more examples....

My dear Mek , I have to stop now and I will continue some other time. So far I have talk about religion and God. Oh yes I forgot to mention that Muhammad SAW didn't come to this world to discover a new religion. He came to correct practices and belief that had gone astray. In my next posting I will try to talk about human beings (you and I) and our relationship with God, Allah SWT.

Salam

Hamba yang daif lagi hina

Gapo'dio gak a’we…

Salaam.. Cik S (i nok panggil gapo , s kor m kor m s...) atau SS (stand for 'sweet s'..jange maroh deh..)

A glass of coffee would normally make me wired up ... but not for tonight .i don't have to......;-) knowing that i got the chance looking at all your photos...All praise be to the Almighty..atas canteknya kejadie makhluk bernamo S ne...yang dianugerahkanNYA pado Cik S ....am not trying to lay it on too thick though it may sound a little thick to u, but honestly, i do fancy all your photos..me? ermm not that camera-friendly like you..tapi shukur lah handsome tidak manis ader kot..kahkah (perasan pulok ambo ne wei..adoi..nak keno pulok nyanyi dikir ne....tp tak panda manonyo)

I like those appealing and in vogue photos as I could say..but I liked most yang hok klasik gitu (mace perempuan melayu terakhir..) though it might look a bit passé (ops..sory2, ado kor patut cakak gitu deh..) but seriously I suka yang nampak2 klasik gitu...contemporary ok, but once blend in dgn hok klasik..puhhhhhh..wow!

So i took it that you did like performing arts ya..at glance, looked like a ballerina to me, am serious ~ balletic though motionless ..doing some yoga / stretching before rehearsing for the 'Swan Lake'..you knew the famous classical ballet , right? My sister loved ballet so much during her school days but not now..haha... It's good , you must have been practicing some regular exercises regiment since..Maybe I should get you a panama (god willing) that should go along with the black apparel..u love watching the sunset do u sweetie ? Erm InshaAllah, weather permitting, ada kelapange boleh leh jale2 tepi pantai kor...As i told u I hardly got the chance to stand and stare these days...we shall skive off and hit the beach ermm..boleh lah bawok novel2 hok bahgu sekali ...

Tentang jadi imam tu, InshaAllah, pandai tidoklah...ambo sekadar oghe biaso jpr, ngaji pun tak banyok,,tapi Alhamdulillah, taufik & hidayah, kifayah, riayah, innayah, rahmatNYA sentiasa melimpahi kito..TErus pohon maghfirahNYA jugok semoga kehidupan lebih 'manis' gitu kan kan kan? Tapi ambo ne meme minat lebih pada hal2 tasauf , jadinyo tu sebab suka cite pasal kalbu...dan hal2 berkaite...maaf, tak niat nak banggo apo pun, pinjame secubit ilmuNYA sajo..;'-)

Oklah ambo jaghe dapak kesempate nok tulis panje2 gini, tapi sungguh, ambo raso shukur dapat berkenale denge Cik S..Doa ambo mugo kito terus mendapat redhonya..tp sebagi manusio biaso, memelah ado doso gitu, cumanyo kito cubalah jago sebaik mungkin kan... tapi ambo akui kade2 ambo acts loco sikit..hehe..naka2 gitu ..maaf yer andai ado tersaloh cakak kor, apo2 ko..Selamat Istirehat..andai terjaga solah male, doa2 lah ambo sekali deh...

Like a Balletic Though Motionless

Dearest Sir,

such a captivating expressions from you Sir… flow graceful along with the essence. Authenticity and touch me deeply indeed… Touch full person with a beautiful heart. YES! You’re SIR.
Precisely, we just a vessel, like a balletic though motionless can’t be in motion without His Guts. May the blessing from The Greatest; Al Muhyi, forever at the heart of you…
I really much appreciate. Thousand thanks Sir!

That's what i wrote in replying to the says from Sir R. I really admire the way he puts the words. when i read it, my soul just flow like that... feel like something really touch my heart... i don't know... i'd suppose with his strength of mind, he put pen to paper in writing.

My Dear Mek,
As promised I will try to write in response to your comments and questions earlier even though I feel so inadequate in relation to the subject matter....

First, I submit to the Almighty Allah to grant me the required knowledge and seek His guidence to say the right thing..." Allah please don't make me feel that I know when in fact I don't know'.......

You and I are thrown into this world without having the choice of choosing our parents,, place and the so called RELIGION. We adopt the religion of our parents almost automatically without much questions. We were made to believe that the religion we profess known as ISLAM is the only true religion accepted by God, the invincible Supreme Power. Most of us accept the religion almost dogmatically. As for me and I dare say to most other people as well, right from small the religious rituals became the bedrocks of my religious belief. So I saw Islam as a ritualistic religion...As I got older I was never happy with just performing religious rituals without understanding the greater message of Islam...To my mind it has to be more than just rituals..To me rituals cannot be just the end,at best they are just means to an end. I began to study and observe closely other religions in order to understand Islam more. Thus my journey started.......I started to search to the most fundemental questions first, where before I was taught not to question very much on such issues. What were the fundemental questions?.......First, Who is God. Second, Who am I. Third, What is the relationship between I and God . And lastly, What is the reason or purpose of my existence....Strangely, at this point, religious rituals take a back seat..I was not in the position where " I was controlled by the Syariah but rather I am in control of the Syariah". I remember vividly I met an old man who told me...." To be a seeker to the fundemental questions , janganlah tuan takut pada "dosa" dan janganlah tuan mengharapkan "pahala"..Of course at that time I was dead confused but the old man toldme not to worry and he was sure that one day I would understand him. He is past and gone now and I understood his words later...In my journey I constantly submit to the Almighty to guide me to the Truth and ask him to accept me on my return to Him. I always believe that He will not askme to do anything beyond my capacity...

I thank Allah and praise be to him for giving me the wisdom and courage to do my job and carry out my responsibilities....In fact Im the vassal, an instrument to fulfill His purpose...

Salam and may you be continually blessed by Him

Hamba yang Daif

Back in a Year 2008...

In a year 2008, unmoving... breezy in my mind, situate myself into a character, yea... appeal in adoring a name really much indeed... Just flow and drowning myself with the touch of a strong sensation

Beautiful Eyes…

the melody that you bring
give the pleasure of other eyes, and fleshes
the observe is like a melody
can’t really stop …
with full of passion…

beautiful eyes…
the song of your life
the song for the loneliness
change someone life…
into innocent style and humble

from the beautiful eyes of the lover
shining shines like a diamond…
shining with the true colors
dashing with amazing grace

if love was trust
if love was caring
if love about in believing
you have all that in your eye
beautiful eyes…

This is what Mr R commented.
HAA MEK , YANG INI CANTIK MEK. SIKIT TOUCH UP , PASAL NAK BAGI SESUAI DENGAN MELODY , PAS TU DAH BOLE . SAYA DAH TAU MEK NI MEMANG FULL OF IDEA .MEK , TERIMAKASIH YE . YANG LAIN-LAIN TU KALAU ADA LAGI KELUARKAN JE MEK . SIMPAN SENDIRI PUN TAK GUNA GAK.NANTI MEK AKAN TAHU GAK APA YANG SAYA BUAT DENGAN LIRIK2 YANG MEK HANTAR .MEK , TERUSKAN LAGI YA , CAYANG AWAK MEK

Neither Poem nor Lyrics…

Once a in a blue moon I did update this blog. And out of the blue, hmmm… why everything is blue? Perhaps coz I really like blue tinge, but not blue film huh… yea, someone make inquiries me to get in touch with my soul along with put in writing, thus going by these lines… taraaaaaaaa, here u go!

Sampai Bila…

Aku merenung pada wajah awan
Kapan mendung kian berarak
sepi… berlalu dan terus pergi
Gelora tanpa henti bertandang
Tidak bisa untuk aku terus berdiri
meniti hari-hari
Aku utuh berdiri… aku gagahi

Melangkah dalam keperitan… kesamaran
tiada bait-bait kata yang perlu diungkap
untuk dilakarkan pada suatu wajah
wajah keperitan dalam kehidupan
yang akan tiada pernah ada noktah

Aku menadah doa panjang…
Penuh pengharapan pada suatu haruman rahmat
Beriringan pangilan deruan rindu…
Akan singgah…
Menjadi wangian hari

And this is what Mr R who involves in arts for about 30 years, did say this to me.

WADUH MEK KU CAYANG YG INI LAGIII BAIK MEK . TAPI KALAU YG MACAM NI SELALU NYA DIPANGGIL PUISI . BAGUS NI , CUMA EXPRESSION KENA TAMBAH LAGI , SUPAYA DIA JADI DRAMA BERAT YG CANTIK . TAK PE MEK , INI DAH BAGUS NI , TAHNIAH MEK . AWAK DAH MULAKAN PERJALANAN AWAK . JANGAN BERHENTI YA MEK . TERUSKAN . JANGAN TAKUT , JANGAN MALU DAN MEK BOLE . BERBANGGA LAH MEK KERANA AWAK DAH BOLE HASILKAN KARYA YANG INDAH MEK . TERUSKAN LAGI YA MEK SAMPAI KITA DAPAT KETENGAHKAN KARYA KITA NI NANTI . JANGAN BERHENTI , DONT GIVE-UP MEK , TRY LAGI DAN LAGI , CAYANG MEK . ACTIVATE DARAH SENI YANG MENGALIR TU MEK . THANKS MEK

hmmm... funny kan?