I would LUV to have you now

 

Wow! What a say huh… he’d express those words through our dinner at one of the restaurant in BJ. I do not know if he seriously said that and he meant what he said. I’m really stupid in this kind of stuff, I don’t know how to react actually, damn blur, I feel soooooooo stupid hehe. Thus I said. You ask the Greatest if I’m the one who suppose to be with you.

I’m a lady that always taking for granted when come to deal with this kind of stuff. I don’t know… all I can say is getting feed up, numb, dead, without sensation, dull, blunt! O dear…. How TRUE is this man huh? I don’t have any clue for this really. I'd try to look back what he wrote to me

J: You are beautiful

M: Well... i never think soo... yea, just ordinary lady and thanks to the Greatest...

J: May I know what did you do? 

M: Perhaps.. you wanna throw a guess?

J: Ok, you are doing modelling?

M: No, no, i'm not. maybe the way i'd post in the pic make you said that. I love art much actually. and how about u then?

J: I'm in Oil & Gas Industry. I was in Turkmenistan last year. Now back in Malaysia doing some consultancy in Oil & Gas.

J: May I know your real name

M: I'm Mysterious

J: Nice name, suit with you

M: O... my dad gave that name, i take that as a compliment. Thanks. I'm just ordinary lady anyway...

J: As I said, you are beautiful, why did you like to cover your head? show your beauty

M: Trying to take islam as a way of life... aiming to be a good muslim day by day...

J: You like to listen to music?
M: I do, it's such a theraphy for me

M: Well... beautiful is very subjective anyway. different people have their own interpretation

M: I'm sorry, I'm just curious... basically what are u looking for actually in ur life? You already got what you want? Do you fully satisfied with what u have?

 

hmmm... he reluctance to answer, I think he's love to fling just like that with women. well, let it be! player at the age of 56 i supposed. O God! My apology, I'll take back my words... :P:P:P:P:P

I’m really tire of knowing men, damn tire of being fooled, I’m tire for being tested. I do not know…  I will only go for men that really need me and seriously looking for a soul partner. So keep catching then, good luck! :D :D :D :D :D. I’m gonna text him with these… let see what’s his reply.

Thus! Ladies out there don’t try to mimic me okay. Remember this…

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason… If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it 

Hey! I wanna share with you, 3 questions that can make your man withdraw

1st - HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT ME? is this love or is this just a fling? Are your feelings for me real and lasting?

2nd - WHERE IS THIS GOING? Would you like to get married someday

3rd - ARE YOU SERIOUS ABOUT US? Or are u just in this for now but not thinking anything  serious or long-term?

Basically we need to be more smart in saying out the words.  you don't want to seem pushy or needy, so you may even rehearse what you're going to say in your mind. HUH how expert I’m in commencing with men. HAHAHAHA

Don Juan

I’m not sure why he addresses himself as Don Juan. Hmmm… Don Juan is actually used synonymously for womanizer, especially in Spanish slang. He is holding the tagline “I’m lonely now and forever”.

His tagline catch my eyes, I actually do not like it! Especially when it came from a man and from the way I look at it, seems like this man is defeated. Come one man! The ones who get affected are the ones who lose! We need to light it up from within... but is not easy. We have to hold on to "HOPE". Give all to the Greatest; let Him handle everything for us. Put trust in Him. With God willing.

I have a small talk with Don Juan (DJ). I'd start with criticism for the words that he is holding. He'd responses.

DJ - Why? Something wrong with that...coz I'm so lonely after divorce with my wife...been married 29 years.

M - Actually I'm someone tht always wanna see other people happy... but when iId read ur tagline... it touch me indeed. You're a man with a strong sense of inner sensitivity, peace, calmness and deep inner feelings... am i right?

DJ - OK. You can said that. So what can I do to be happy while inside me alot of sadness that play around...

M - We should not be regretted for what had happened. each & everything happened with a reason, the Greatest had planned it well. We handover the worries to Him and He handovers His blessing to us, He listen & already know what in our heart but He wants us to ask Him for what we want. thus put trust in Him. optimist about life okay.. got to remember, no matter how hard things may seems, there is always something good coming around the corner... only chosen people be tested by Him...you'll get the reward from Him :) God willing with...

DJ - Have been listen this advised many time from friend... but the feeling in our heart is getting worsed. Let it be that way... Sometime i feeling happy outside but sad inside... Now i travel alot, juz to forget the passed... anyway thank you

I'm speechless, thus I'd add

M - Yea... lets time booze by itself... just take a lesson then. I have been tested as well. but I'm trying my best to take it in a +ve ways. optimist and resilient. Look it in a simple way, things happend with a reason. I'm not gonna defeated with life...

What make me strong? Because I strongly believe that.  He know about me more then I know about myself… thus He planned , ascertained much much better then what I want… or what I’m looking for. Just the matter of time... I added... 

M - I would say, life is either a daring adventure or nothing and changing from bad to good is a long-term adventure, but it is wonderful...

DJ - hahaha, that your opinion... that good.. so enjoy your life while your old & single........ sorry to said you are old...

HUH! This man is too much :D I'm not old okay! Still young and bergetah! LOL Let see what's gonna happend. I added

M - Shoudn't be any problem though... I do respect people's words... I stay with a priciple in life

Les Brown said ‘There are winners, there are losers and there are people who have not yet learned how to win’  

Psttttttt… I pretty much not appreciate @ admire this type of man :p :p :p I do not know why... I feel this man is not strong enough to handle the test from Al-Muhyi, I'd can taste the aroma of frustration, regret in him. huh! :D sorry i'm a bit emotional in seeing things like this.

Very clear, precise with a loving touch? awuuu...

I met one man… He introduce himself with, I’m Master  H… hmmm interesting huh. He’d indicate me with these

A lady with a strong sense of inner sensitivity, peace, calmness and deep inner feelings with powerful intuition. My communication is very clear and precise with a loving touch awwuuu… J   But he’d mention I’m lacking of physical energy and reveals emotions of depression and melancholy. I’m introverted nature, not wanting to deal with the world. HUH! Yea… May be that’s make me feel isolated, lonely or creating a sense of being abandoned.

Master H asked me

Are you more concerned about others than yourself?

Is it difficult for you to set your boundaries and to say NO?

Do you thrive in a healthy, loving and caring relationship?

Do you express your deepest emotions and feeling to others?

Do you have enough time to relax and recharge yourself?

Are you listening to and following your intuition?

Are you grounded and in touch with you physical reality?      

You are a visionary and understand things intuitively.  Something shows inner peace, calmness and a powerful connection with the divine manifesting in a loving outward personality. Your intuition is strong. You are a centered focal point in any company, radiating peace, faith and hope. Your energy has a healing effect on others. Many can sense the power emanating from you. You may be receiving impression and vision without trying. You are idealistic and futuristic with psychic abilities. You are speaking from your heart with inner self-confident and security. Your words are peaceful and healing. You are caring, sensitive and loving. This is commented. What a fairy tales story huh! LOL

Well.. well… I don’t know, it’s all a gift! Everything comes from Him, the Greatest Al-Muhyi. Thus I need to say thanks to Him. All i can say

Prayer is amazing exchange...

We handover our WORRIES to the Greatest… And He handovers His BLESSINGS to us.......

The Greatest; Al-Muhyi  listens and already knows what is in our heart but He wants us to ask Him for what we want, thus we have to put trust in Him, pray anywhere

Professional artist at the age of 58

Once upon a time there was an old man, silver haired and beard generation J at the age of 58 sitting on the chair staring at the portrait of a sexy, young beautiful lady. Hehehe… what a good start huh?

He's a Contemporary Artist and Graphic Designer who has a Master of Arts (MA) Art and Design Education. A professional with an illustrious career;  as an Art Director of various international advertising Agencies.  No artist from Malaysia has earned such outstanding reputation as such this artist…

I ‘m having lightly, casually and informal chat with this artist. pstttt! Let me use the word OM.

Old Man (OM): Owh, I have been to those places at the East Coast of the USA. Boston, Buffalo, Connecticut, New York, Long Island, New Jersey, Washington DC, Philadelphia, Richmond, Norfolk and many more small towns. What were you doing there Cik? and what are you doing in KL?

OM: What task you had in hand then? I was there doing an artistic endeavor for three months

Me: hmmm... just throw a guess then

OM: Owh yeah, Here I go. You were doing tourism business or property investment or some sort. He he he

OM : Do You like an art man? A close friend of mine says I am a secondary citizen. Do you like to be with a secondary citizen? Perhaps because I make lot of mess to create a maze. Do you like a maze?

Me: i do... it's really subjective tho, people might interparate it differently either. Something made up of many confused or conflicting elements.. only people with an art in soul would appreciate that i suppose. i would say this live is a maze if we created in the way, but its still beautiful tho, with the hidden meaning

OM: If you like mazes, you have to check out this http://abcdefhgijk.blogspot.com. and tell me about it

Me: Like I said, maze, labyrinth… that created with their own beautiful meaning indeed. That’s pretty cool! Extremely great work! various of Arabic script known in Mesopotamia. Yea… Before I’d visit your blog, like what you did in Putrajaya, I’d saw and that’s truly catch my eyes. i do enjoy 'abcd-efghijk.blogspot' as well.

OM: Thank you for liking the works in the blog Cik. But I am not sure if you like the artist.

Me: my pleasure... i do as well...

OM: really? I hope you won't regret me.

Me: yea… God willing with… If it is God's will thus He shall do such and such thing some time tomorrow… in the day after today then. As He’d mentioned in Al Kahf (18):24: "And never say of anything, 'I shall do such and such thing tomorrow’ may perhaps... it would be gorgeous if it be translated into ‘The art of Kufi’

OM: Your pleasure is mine too

OM: hmm... with or without condom, yay!

When I read this, o dear… damn! Make me extremely disappoint! Shock! What a man HUH? Disgust! Sicken! Again make me powerless, hate in knowing men, hate really much indeed.  And I’d reply to him

Me: What do you mean with the question that you ask me?

Me: My apology, I’m a bit naive in this I suppose. But if I’ve got it correctly all I can say…

If that what you desire n if that what you’re yearning for, I’m not the right lady that you should approach then. Lust in a Peace! You make me extremely disappointed! Shocked! Upset Indeed… I’d felt almost powerless. I’d expected for the Mature-Healthy man, man with Emotional Fitness but not Man-Boys or Players. I’m holding this hard, ‘Age is NO Guarantee of Maturity’. You have the right in the whole lot though. I’m sorry… with humble, I’m step back.

OM: Regret of having me? I am sorry

Me: You should not say neither sorry nor apology, you have the right to do whatever you are hooked on.  That’s my  feeling and thought, I wrote it just like that… yea, it’s a positive reciprocity…  a relationship is based on equal give-and-take between the two parties though.

Me: Each and every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around

We got to remember, no matter how hard things may seem, there is always something good coming around the corner. With God willing… Again I’m hoping of the Power of Small for this man.  God willing with.

Age is a big NO NO guarantee of maturity.

How professional you are and how old you are and how success you are, all those are not the gist of having an Emotional Fitness and a Mature-Healthy.

Keeping you SINGLE?

Had a problem with men? Hehe… again I’m as if a Dr Love that has much experience in this. Is a big NO NO actually. All I know I just love to write anything related to relationship, companionship, friendship or whatever words that might be ending with ‘ship’ LOL J`.

Ladies keep doing the common mistakes that could be keeping the ladies being single?

Ladies encounter the same kinds of problems with men over and over, meeting with men who can’t commit?

Ladies keep dating and meeting with men who come on strong and then pull away, or even spending years and years in relationships that go nowhere? HUHHHHHH… what a pity right? :`(

Command comment from love expertise is …most ladies are spending the precious time and energy focusing on trying to fix all the symptoms in the love life… instead of finding and healing the root cause of it all. Is this correct? Hmmm… let me think and I’ll get back to you with the intelligent answer okay? Is that sounding good? J

The point is, not only ladies, men also had the exact same problem we did — finding someone who Adam/Hawa feels is the real catch. We know that they Wants To Meet US. Ladies we got to remember this! J Unfortunately, lots of us unconsciously make the choice to continue waiting around for a man to find us. Thus it is very important that we have to find ways to start. J J J J

Perhaps the most important thing we stand to gain is a new sense of empowerment to create the love life for ourself that we want… and to stop waiting around for the right man to come along

empowerment means the restoration to individuals of a sense of their own value and strength and their own capacity to handle life's problems.

In the name of Al-Alim; The all knowing

“He created for you spouses from yourselves that ye might find rest in them, and He ordained between you love and mercy”

We seek refuge in Al-Mu’id; the restore to life, from Satan the rejected

In the name of Al-Kabir; The Most Great, Most Gracious and Most Merciful, Let Him be the source of love in any relationship that we have

A woman, a man can’t live without

WOW! Hehe what a sensation title huh… being the one woman a man can’t live without.

They say you only fall in love once... but every time I look at you, I fall in love all over again and again... hahaha, just lay it on thick huh :) more dramatic! hehe

The more people I meet, the more I realize I wanna be with you. I don’t know… I don’t really like this topic actually, I don’t know why, perhaps I never have a beautiful love life so far… I would say I failed in love life. Thus make me hate to talk about love… talk about beautiful relationship… talk about good men and stuff like that. But still, I just want to write a few words about it J Thanks to the Greatest for problems in my life. He just gives me more materials to learn how to be stronger.

 

Are you feeling that ease and confidence in your relationship? Nah! Not at all… that’s the answer from me. Are you feeling uncertain about your relationship because your man has suddenly shut down? Has he stopped sharing his thoughts and feelings with you, and you don't know what to do about it? Got to remember...

How You Communicate with Your Man Has the Power to completely transform your relationship and the way your man feels and acts around you

Break down the emotional barriers that keep your man at a distance or drive him away.

Please could openly share your feelings with each other

use your body language to make a man feel comfortable and relaxed around

Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love & inspiration, hock it up!

Ladies! Remember this... “Beauty is not in the Face; but Beauty is a Light in the Heart”

Monday blues...

Monday! Monday! Monday! So full of newness and excitement? Not really though. I have doing it wrong! I’m beating the Monday Blues actually :(

Fingers keep dancing, flowing with the rhythm of the Monday’s mood… I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm alive!

I trust that everything happens for a reason, even when we're not wise enough to see it

The Greatest; Al-Muhyi plan in a good way, is like a motion picture of life. All the good and bad things are arranged well together for the good ending, His willing with.

It’s not about what The Greatest gives to me, it’s about how I handle what He has gives to me. No matter how good or bad the things I get, everything is from The Greatest… and everything from Him is always for a good purpose.

If I spend all my time obsessing over what might go wrong, I'll never know how great it feels to have something go totally right. So I need to be pleased about for what I have. I don’t cares about what other people think of me. I don't live to please everyone and I don't need everyone to please me. I won’t let my past dictate who I’m, but let it be a part of who I will become. It is not the position I stand, but the direction in which I look and move forward.

I move on, and I let it goes by the wind, but I never ever forget… It's always better to think twice before trust someone. I need to stress it again and again, I’m lacking of this though. I trust each and everyone 100%, thus I need to learn more and more. It's nice to look back to my past when I can see it as a lesson, not as something to regret. A big NO NO to the word REGRET or FRUSTRATION.

I'm creature, I'm far from perfect but I'm thankful.

A relationship with The Greatest is the most important relationship that we have to take care. When we have the love from the Greatest, we have everything. When we have everything, we should not worry about anything.

I would say being alone, even lonely, is much more better than being together with the wrong person. A bit emotion huh! Hehehe... no, no... I'm strong enough in handling my emotion though.