M: I don’t know… your says to me when we had a 1st chat, why should cover… the beauty should not be cover up, those says pretty much still sitting in me actually. Do you encouraging me to pulling off from putting myself near to the heaven Sir or just testing me on that by throwing those sort of says… Curiosity kills a cat! I’m actually slowly committing myself to a constant improvement in being a slave to the Greatest; Al-Muhyi
He did not reply my message, thus I sent another message to him
He did not reply my message, thus I sent another message to him
M: I am sorry if you were offended… perhaps with my words. Really do not mean to do that. Again… my apology to cause displeasure in you
I do not know… how to explain my feeling towards him. But all I know the feeling is like flat feeling hehe, in other word is like no feeling, blur blur one lorr… :D :D
M: A bolt of lightning from a blue sky… do you still with your old hobbies Sir? I’m sorry, for being pretty much straight-forward in asking you. Do you still flirt and sleep around with beautiful ladies or someone that you admire or any ladies that admire you Sir? I’m learning about men… including you… I’m hoping we’re open in discussing anything… I'm always see you in a +ve way Sir...
J: In short, I only admire you… and I only wanna have you…
M: wow! That’s a cliché Sir… is often a vivid depiction, find insufferable. All I wanna know is either YES or NO
M: wow! That’s a cliché Sir… is often a vivid depiction, find insufferable. All I wanna know is either YES or NO
J: Of course no,we cannot gauge a person based on past history.What about you?Are u going to go out all with the man that u admire?Yes or No
M: definitely a big NO NO. please don't get me wrong Sir, i'm not even mentioned that i'd gauge a person base on their past...that's not me. i'm a present person. is just a question to u asking sincerely and i'd told you that i'm looking u in a +ve ways... i really appreciate for your reply Sir. again.. Thanks for the sincere answer...
M: I have my own ego in accepting men in my life. I dwell with my principle
M: I have my own ego in accepting men in my life. I dwell with my principle
J: Don't worry, I'm always positive. You are saying about Admire, what say u if I use Committed in the relationship? Don't you think both party need love and to be loved
How should I say... I'm actually extreamly upset, frustrated feeling came to me... after he'd share his previous life with me. Is like, o dear... why I need to meet up with this type of man, Why? Why? and Why? Can't really express it by words... arrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Why he need to share all with me???? I never met this type of man before, seriously... he's extreamly too BAD, TERRIBLE, IMMORAL man. No words to express. I'M DAMN UPSET!
All I know I just wanna be silent for a while… lets time say it. I just wanna shift my focus on my preparation for my Umrah… Really hope The Greatest will listen to me. Only Him understand me… Only Him, knew what I want.
Nevertheless I need to TRAIN myself, INSTRUCT myself, stay FOCUS , HARDLY HOLDING these...
1. To have a grateful heart
2. Become the most positive and enthusiastic
3. Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated
4. Commit myself to constant improvement as a slave to The Greatest;Al-Muhyi
5. Take a good care of those you love, be bold and courageous
6. Understand the happiness is not base on the power or prestige but on relationship with people you love and respect
7. Be loyal, be honest, give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully
8. Marry the right person
9. Commit yourself of quality
Hardly to hold on to these... come ladies, come together, help me to go in with these... I'm trying hard...
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