Year 2013 untuk Bahagia & Membahagiakan...

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful we're starting the year 2013 with

Allhamdulillah Thank You Allah along with nawaitu untuk Bahagia & Membahagiakan.

Please remove our judgemental thoughts to others

Always say in my world everything is perfect. we are living with our spirit and everything is perfect as everything that Allah give to us is good and something for us to learn   

Always trying to find good in everything, in people, in situations. Perceive them in a +ve ways

Just a sharing on an inspirational word from one of the inpirational speaker Prof Muhaya. Insyallah I will try hard to apply those in my life, reshape my thinking and reshape my life... try this

Have love and only have love to give away today and see how what we get is a mirror of our thoughts
Another experiment! say this everyday... I choose to feel good, I choose peace and all is well!

And today is the day1 i will say these loud.
I'm loving, I'm kind, I'm gorgeous and I'm gentle..
and I'll see the result after 21 days.

Trying hard to be a No Limit Person, seorang yang sentiasa mencari resolusi, yang sentiasa menerima org lain seada nya, org sentiasa bersyukur.

Doc - Yes, I'm very happy with myself
M - Aweosme! if bahagia ada dalam diri kita baru baru kita boleh beri or share kebahagia tu dengan org lain, kalau tak ada how to share maa... just my 2 cent
Doc - Please value yourself higher than 2 cents. Can 2 cents make you bahagia? You don't appreciate what you have but only to make you feel very small. Please revalue yourself. I think highly of myself and thats what makes me feel important and happy. (huhu padan muka, kan dah kena hehehe)
M - Will do! Celik mata n reset minda. change my thought to create a beautiful emotions thus produce +ve vibration. I'm trying hard.
Doc - Good, but don't try. Do it.
M - Will do!

   

Tuhan Pernah Berbisik

These words really catch my eyes... it's beautiful

Ketika Aku Kirimkan Seseorang Padamu,

Aku Tidak Memberikan Seseorang Yang Sempurna Kerana Engkau pun Tidak Sempurna.

Aku Pertemukan Mu Dengannya, Sehingga Kalian Dapat Saling Berbagi, Dan Bertumbuh Bersama.

Begitu Juga Jika Kamu Memiliki Seseorang, Terimalah Seadanya.

Yang Membawa Kebaikan Kepada Dirimu, Menyayangimu, Mengasihimu Dengan Tulus Dan Sepenuh Hati.

Mengapa Kamu Harus Berlengah Dan Mencoba Membandingkannya Dengan Yang lain???

INGAT…..Jangan Pernah Mengejar Kesempurnaan, Kerana Kelak Kamu Akan Kehilangan Yang Terbaik Yang Sudah Kamu Raih Dan Kamu Akan Menyesal……

I don’t know what’s going on with me, but all I know I just wanna let it be just like that, let it easing up on its own.

Honey, I’m in Doha, Qatar.

On task or on honeymoon?

MasyaAllah, ketenangan dan ruang mencari rezeki.

The only thing that I likely from mature man is keeping his words. Your words, say hi in a sweet way and if wanna end it should be in a sweet as well. Thus holding firmly then.

I knew you like to keep all in you. Thus its translated into your action.  Be loud to me honey. Maybe Its hurts, but its okay, Allah knows best. All I know just wanna you to be always happy.

Honey, when I miss you mesti nak text you. sometimes feel guilty worried interrupt ketenteraman you. Be loud to me honey. Maybe it hurts, but it’s okay, Allah knows best. All I know just wanna you to be always happy  

Honey, be patient. Be back soon.

Reading you like a book passionately in silent. Love and admire you indeed tapi sayang. Even life is a drama but it need always to be true. I do respect you and your life that you’d choose. semoga you beroleh ketenangan. Tinggalkan u and I kepada ALLAH. DIA tak pernah mendustai dan mengecewakan. With humble I step back from your life with salam.

Honey, I'm still not feeling well

Regardless of true or not. No worries. I’m someone that do respect your privacy, your personal life and your right.

Honey, macam-macam cerita you ada. But it’s ok.  ( I hate muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, damn much!)

Nothing much, just sharing my dream. We have the right to do all as per our wish

Honey, soo many promises n say that you did not keep. Its ok. But please keep your words yang ini, say goodbye formally in a gud way bila ada rasa benci or tiada lagi cinta & sayang. Even if its only a drama, but just be nice to sedara seislam. Your action talk louder. I learnt a lot from warga emas. Tq to you too for the leasson.   

2012 is about to end soon, as if bring me together with it… Thus, with humble I step back… assalamualaikum honey

THE WORDS FROM MEN MEAN NOTHING TO ME!!!

Ladies, remember these!  DON'T LET THE PEOPLE WHO DO SO LITTLE FOR YOU CONTROL SO MUCH OF YOU EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS.

Ask yourself...

How do I say goodbye to someone I never had?

Why do tears fall to someone who was never really mine?

Why do I miss someone I was never been with?

Why do I love someone whose love was never truly mine?

What had happend to you Sir?

I won't let anyone who do so little for me control so much of my emotions and feelings

I really hate much of those feelings, just thinking of him and missing him soo much at all time and at the same time I'm not sure how he think about me, I need to control my mind then... all I can say is I just go with the flow and biar blog ini menjadi saksi! Amboi emotion nampak, one day HE will begging for my LOVE, YES! These are my the last words for him

M: Hi, many times you'd express the feeling of uneasy directly and indirectly but just recently I'd catch. My apology for being a bit dumb. I'll keep silent and wont interrupt you again. Thousand opologies for everything. thank you.

WJ: Honey, what's wrong with you?

M: Honey, I just expressed it out loud just like that. Feel like saiko sikit.

(nak jawap lagi tu, patut nya diam jer la kan, perempuan la name kan.... hikhik.. hard to undestand warga gold like him hehe, aduh jahat lagi...)

I don't care, I don't care, I don't care, thus I try hard to change my focus... hmmm jahat tak,? tak laaa kan... hehe. I know this Doc, and he like damn being nice to me, invited me to his course that cost about RM6800 only for a few days. Thus I'd accept his invitation then. Is about Hypnosis and this is part of physcology which one of my passion.

M: You're too sweet Doc, I'm touched. I really appreciate that.

Doc: Thanks for recognizing me. You are always special in my heart. There are  lots of things abt u that I treasure

Doc: Ok, I will expect you tomorrow morning

Doc: Ok, if you can't sleep tonight, please do disturb me

Doc: Yes I want to share with you everything that you wish to share with me.

Doc: Yes I said that, but I'm ok if you have ___, just need you to be honest to me. I like you and I don’t care how many you have. Come to me. Your ___ are mine too.

Doc: I’m looking forward for you and know you are thinking of me and that we will be together

M: Today with a little bit of grief I suppose, I’m stealing inspiring says in bringing light and sunshine in me… yea… all is about mind control. You’re great today right. And I know you’re always great. That’s amazing Doc…

M: If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come your way, but if it is yours by destiny from you it cannot flee

Doc: Muah

M: I can make men falling in love with me within split second unlike you within 20 minutes ladies going to lentuk with you Doc. Is that pretty amazing as well huh! I’m sorry, just kidding, I’m not that type of lady though. Just to bring some laugh in me. 
Ahakss, I just want to sindir him actually, previously he use to say that I'm a love hunter, HUH! tengok kaki dulu beb, know me first before you judge me...

Let me share something that very important ways to think in order to maintain our healty mind. I'm gonna try hard to apply these in my daily life...

1. Think Positive (like what WJ ask me to do, think Positive pleaseeeeee... so I WILL DO!)

2. Be Sociable. (I would say sociable in a good way, all I know is we have to be happy at all times..., jangan dok sedih sokmo deh)

3. Eat Healthily

4. Keep Your Mind Active and Learn New Things.

5. Excercise. (o... I need to call that studio, if they have yoga class for me to attend, I need to start back in taking part on this)

Junjung Perintah Tuanku

It started with only a simple question
Are you a physiologist or working in the related field?

bb: Saya hanya hamba Allah. What an answer huh? I hate this type of answer.

bb: Jangan lupa solat maghrib ya saying. Do take care, miss you soo much.

Junjung perintah Tuanku

bb: Bakal isteri yang solehah… amin ya rabbal alamin

Biarlah ia nya menjadi rahsia Allah

bb: I memang sayang pada you… ikhlas dari hati I

Thank you for the sayang.  

bb: You perlu ambil tahu bila ada seorang insan yang benar-benar ikhlas sayang dan mencintai diri you

Baik Tuanku, patik akan cuba belajar.

bb: Sayang jangan lupa bangun solat subuh ya. Love you always

Sure Tuanku

bb: Ya Allah moga kau bukakan hati nya mysterious, cintanya pada diri hambamu ini. Ya rabbalalamin

bb: Adakah cinta itu bakal ada di dalam hati mu? Jiwang karat tak tentu fasal... entah laaa...

I walk and move base on plan from Allah. So just wait then.

We are not talking in sync Tuanku, I’m sorry Tuanku.. i just wanna have an open talk n discussion just like that... we are matured people that can talk n comment about anything n everything that come to our mind... yea... express it loud just like that. Because i do believe communication is extremely important...

Tak tahan, merajuk la pulok mamat ni. Heran betul laaa…

Damn crazy! I extremely blur about this blue blood guy, out of the blue came into my life without saying even a word. What is this huh! Curiosity kills a CAT! Perhaps this is we call it, fall in love at the first sight? Ooo…. I do not believe that this man never falling in love before.  I’m not sure what make this man admire me.

A blue blood smart guy at the age of 45, drives Cayenne, BMW use to stay 15 years in London, 10 years in New York with a little bit strong in religious background. What else ladies out there are looking for? All I can say is only one word. CASANOVA or PLAYBOY! A man who is amorously and gallantly attentive to women. A promiscuous man! Awuuu…. I don’t care, I just say it out loud for what I feel.

To be true, actually my heart did not say yes to this guy. And in fact I told him that he’s not my taste J I’m admire mature-healthy men with emotional fitness basically at the age of late 50s, in a very simple word is warga EMAS hehehe or Gray haired generation. I am confess! But to be a good friend, no hal punyer… bole aja dong…

I wanna share about this… and perhaps it’s for me to implement as well. The important things that we can do to help kaum Adam fall in love with us and keep his love going strong

These 3 things are:

Our "Everyday" Level of Love & Connection - creating that powerful but deceivingly simple everyday "Emotional Connection" that keeps us and our man emotionally bonded and together in love

Our Emotional Foundation - Putting in place the actual foundation of our relationship that will allow both of us to talk, share our feelings and stay close and loving even when tough things come up. Level of communication with men must be good I suppose

Handling the Critical Moments Right - There are several key moments that come up where a man will either choose to love and commit himself more deeply... or he'll pull away for good. We have to know how to handle this.

Seemed to run Hot and Cold

Tengah busy yer

Sorry in the meeting just now.

o… I'm sorry, do not mean to interrupt you though. Just wanna say something, late evening I’ll text you then.

Honey, just be sincere to yourself, if your love, your sayang, your rindu is not for me anymore, please say it out or just keep hush, do not reply to this text. So that I know, if so I’ll stop rindu u, will stop sayang you will stop love u, will step back and will not interrupt you anymore. Life and love is not gonna beautiful without sincerity. Thank you honey.

Honey, jangan cakap macam tu. Every day I think of you, waited for you lat night as you said something to tell me. (ayat tak leh bleh... agak-agak la hehe)

Love is a sense of peace within. Love is joy and happiness deep inside. Love is an expression of kindness and compassion. Remember this please Mysterious,

Whatever makes me feel bad leave it, whatever makes me smiles, I'll keep it...keep smiling.

Some people aren’t meant to stay in my Life. Some people are just passing through to bring me Something, a Lesson I need to Learn, or Memory that Makes me Smile. When the time comes, I'll let go and move on with myLife

Don't have to say sorry Honey. Take your time, no worries, I understand. The Closeness and emotional connection is enough to make me happy. HUH! ayat tak leh blah lagi... tah betul tah tak, manusia manusia hehehe, berdrama lebih beb.

I would say Trust and honesty are important ingrediants of emotional connection, and they both relate to communication, as well. Communication is pointless if we're not going to be honest. Lies or half-truths do not lead to a healthy emotional connection.

Physical connection, hmmm... cuddling is something that nourishes that emotional connection. I'm not talking about sex, I'm talking about non-sexual touching and physical closeness.  Sex alone won't lead to emotional closeness. Hugging, cuddling, touching, holding the partner- these stuff all express the feelings our couple without  saying a word. It takes time to develop a strong emotional connection though. Basically can't rush it, Let it grow slowly over time. The connection will be stronger that way I suppose.

I Love you soo much Honey...

I can’t hold the feeling of missing you Honey, all I do is crying to east it.

Aku ada kerna engkau ada, tercipta hati ku hanya untuk mu. Jalan ku berpenghujung pada mu.

Mamamia…. Gempak giler ayat jiwang ni. Dimaafkan sebab dalam hati ada munga yang berkembang maaa… hehehe Things are seemed to run hot and cold. Sometimes I would feel him and touch him, and sometimes I would ignore him and close himself off.

I Can't remember a time when I began to develop strong feelings for a man and knew Iwanted to be with him and only him, but he seemed ambivalent and wishy-washy about the situation - and it drove me nuts?
Actually relationships with men so often start off hot and heavy, but then quickly and unexpectedly turn ice-cold. I suppose most kaum Hawa have had the experience of feeling like they've finally found something real with a man, and sharing themselves emotionally, only to have him suddenly he pull away. And what's worse - when this happens, there often seems to be no explanation from man and no good reason at all.

These types of situations make it easy for kaum Hawa to feel pessimistic towards men in general, and can definitely lead us to believe all men are just screwed up. But is that the REAL truth? This is very very true.

But the real truth about me is I DO NOT KNOW... i just go with the flow but I strongy believe that AL-Muhyi already had a great plan for me for my LOVE Life. So why worries then?

I give all to Al-Muhyi, The Greatest to handle. I trust HIM with my soul and heart and I give all to Him. I Love Him really much, The Creator... Al-Muhyi.

An upset grey haired man Wan J

He is just another disaster waiting to happen… like ore klate says dunio kato gi kubor kato mari hahaha. My apology, I'm not that sarcastic though... Pity him much. 

Needn't be flamboyant. I didnt ask anything except for sincere relationship. I'm reading people as if I'm reading a book. Good advice is something a man gives when he is too old to set a bad example. I'd tell him

hidup yang singkat tidak perlu untuk berpura-pura, so that life gonna be beautiful for all. Say it out loud or just keep hush, I’m going to translate it into messages and I’ll trying to digest them.

He disastered his life solely because of his lust! It is one of the greatest evils that tempts people away from God. It makes an individual weak-willed and unreliable.

I remember this.

Dont get upset with little jerks in life because life is a road and problems are like speed breakers. They save us from big accidents.

Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around

Very very very right! It saves me from having that type of man in life. Thank you Allah... I remember! Just Stay close to those who are able to make you happy and make someone happy too! Trust me, it's contagious

I have to keep praying... 

"Ya Allah give me eyes that see the best in people, heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad, soul that never loses faith"

Sincerely... as a Muslim, I’m pitty him really much, and I’d pray for him when I was in front of Ka’bah. Pray for him so that Allah reward him to be a muslim man with Iman and Takwa. Basically I knew his history. I do not know what actually he is looking for in this life. Really I do not know.

Sad and really sad, i do not know... anyway hmmm

Someone commented me ‘strong and reliable attitude, great mind structure and mapping...'

to be continued