My Subconscious Mind...towards you ARL

 

I STRONGLY believe about the power of subconscious mind...

Unlike my brain and body, my subconscious mind never sleeps or never rests. It is working 24 hours per day 7 days a week, and consistently absorbing data, creating and sending out vibrational frequencies based on the feeling towards you.

It's related to +ve mind. We have been teached to always have +ve minded. This related to each other. WOW! What a say! What a confident huh! I don't know... But I'm strongly believe ARL gonna mine. Just wanna say

I Have You Deep Inside Me Indeed...

I Have You In Mind... You're in My Pray...

I Do Admire You Much...

I Do Miss You Much All The Time....

I Do Sayang You Much...

and I Love You

With the Greatest willing. yea... after his heart and soul are clean and close to YOU Ar Rahim... With the full of hope, please never give me the feeling of frustration when I give all my hope to YOU. Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim... ameen... ameen... ameen.

Blue moon is back?

DR, you come again into my life? Begging for my love? Dear… It is extremely hard to understand.

It’s already 2 months, when I close my eyes, I see you. I can’t express it with words… only my soul and heart knows. I just worried about my turning back. I’m worried about your perception, worried if you will not accept me again into your life.

I have u in mind. Miss everything about you. You are the best lady that I have ever met.

I don’t have anybody after you…

Just wanna let you know that I miss u baby

Baby, please come back into my arms…

I’ll wait for you baby…

These are all the killing words from a man with the title of DR, a specialist in physiology and expert in many-many stuff with a decade of experiences. Love makes people feel miserable right… I can’t believe actually, am I dreaming huh!

I get hurt when I’d catch you. Please give me some times. :(  :P

Did I catch him? I did huh! Hehe :P As if we are playing hide and seek, why these happened? I’m tired to think about this seriously. Let it take part on its own, let it flows just like that…

I’m applying one of the Law of Attractions. The Law of Cause and Effect

For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. Every cause has an effect, and every effect has a cause. Whatever you send into the Universe comes back. Action and re-action is equal and opposite. All thought is creative, so I need to be careful what I wish for… I will get it. With the God willing.
Thus I’m say good things to everyone; treat everyone with total respect. Never worry about what I’m gonna get, just concentrate on what I give. Do things with full of sincerity though.

Al-Baqarah - Verse 32...

A start for the year 2012, begin with the name of Al-Kabir... The Greatest, Ya Rahman... Ya Rahim... The most beautiful names of the creator, The All-Merciful, The All-Beneficient

As-Salam... The Source of Peace
Al-Musawwir... The Shaper of Beauty
As-Samad... The Satisfier of All Needs
As-Sabur... The Patient One

Al-Baqarah;32 with the meaning

They said, "Exalted are You; we have no knowledge except what You have taught us. Indeed, it is You who is the Knowing, the Wise."

Place your right hand on your left chest.. recite this verse, do it 5 times a day and see whats the result... i'm gonna do this. reciting with the full of undestand and confident with all the says from The Greatest... wait for the result then... much thanks to one of the school principal here. Appreciated!

Thank You Sir...

I'm not gonna drop my tears... a big No No

Philadelphia... I would say i'm gonna miss you :) the nice place to work but not really the nice place to stay... for a lady like me. a typical mysterious lady. what a say! This is not a good start though

Not sure how to start with, after a couple of months, yea... pretty much back in early 2011 i left. So! let me start with dramatic sensation  :) with the title Humble Apology...

honey dearest...

 

look at this beautiful lyrics from one of the indonesian song

'bila cinta tak lagi padaku... bila hati tak lagi padaku... dan bila dia bahagia dirimu... akukan pergi miski hati tak akan rela...

 

couples of previous weeks, i'd catch your words and your actions had translated into a few messages. and in norm i received those and digested them. i'dsmell them either, pretty much strong from your sincere actions... your love getting faded day by day... moment by moment i felt you're not comfort with the way i'm... a humble apology

 

if those are correct and i did not receive any words from you... with humble i'm willing to step back from your life... indeed life is not gonna be beautiful without sincerity

 

The gist of the story was, the Greatest created human with a unique manner. Thus explore them before throwing them with all the assumptions

Worring is stressfull... just wastes energy

If you can't do anything about something, there is no point in worring about it!

I got the says from a person. A person that might be trying to challenge me with thousands of his curiosity.  Well... I am waiting for that moment though. Please put to the test on me. Just wanna know until what level you wanna put me at. Hmmm... damn interesting huh!

Don't you ever know that, I am holding these hardly in me? In every gripping moment in life... I am flowing, I am sailing... smoothly with living a Happy, Resilient and Optimistic. Come close to me.... come inside me... to feel it, experience it with full of the sensations. Fuhhhh... such a dramatic huhh.

I wanna share about how I am handling the worring. Worring is stressfull and in certain situation it does not accomplish anything. It's nothing more than kind of waste... wastes energy. Thus I did something about them or I just simply ignore about them... hehe.. it pretty easy huh, as easy as 1, 2, 3. I use to do this as well, when I'm worries about something. or.. okay let me rephase my words, if I'm worries about someone or the feeling of missing someone is at the top of my mind, I'd just grap a piece of  paper and write down the worries, write down his name and then put them away in a box? Hehe... is a big No, No, i just throw it away in the trash then. Its such a fun! Then I am released!!!

Bolt from the Blue

I'd receive these from someone... Ben! and I'm not sure how should I comment on his words. Pretty much mysterious on how should I perceive on stuff like this. well... well..

Do you realy know who I am?

I am opening my doors of my world for you, if you are not picking it up than it's too bad. You are not made for any normal man! Your mind needs to be challange by an intelligent man. And you have not found any as they fled after knowing you. Only i can match it and you know that I am good, if  not, better.

lets explore each others potential and share our resources. You have to collapse your defence mechanism for me to come into your world.

So you agree that we know each other closer and better? 

I do not know who you are... what count is not the colour but the character that you bring and the words that you said not the language that you use either. From the first glance, I know that you are a man... and outstanding man. Without opening your mouth I knew that you are a man with something though. I can smell that either...

Really wanna fly!

Anyone wanna fly with me? Seriously... I'm offering someone that really sincere wanna be my partner, to be with me... to fly like a bird, beautiful bird. yea...

The thing is, anyone out there will come to me with the answer? It's pretty much imposible, to make it TRUE.  I'd feel down... I'm speechless actually. Either no words to express or hard too understand the expression of how I'd feel.

Out of the blue, the stament by someone, but I can't really recall the name... said

"What we think determines what happens to us, so if we want to change our lives, we need to stretch our minds"

Should I rephase my statement then... into a very simple expression so that everyone know and understand me, I'm really looking for the happiness, TRUE Happiness! I did get the say... Happiness is an inside job. Is not an easy things... for me to digest that say though.