Seemed to run Hot and Cold

Tengah busy yer

Sorry in the meeting just now.

o… I'm sorry, do not mean to interrupt you though. Just wanna say something, late evening I’ll text you then.

Honey, just be sincere to yourself, if your love, your sayang, your rindu is not for me anymore, please say it out or just keep hush, do not reply to this text. So that I know, if so I’ll stop rindu u, will stop sayang you will stop love u, will step back and will not interrupt you anymore. Life and love is not gonna beautiful without sincerity. Thank you honey.

Honey, jangan cakap macam tu. Every day I think of you, waited for you lat night as you said something to tell me. (ayat tak leh bleh... agak-agak la hehe)

Love is a sense of peace within. Love is joy and happiness deep inside. Love is an expression of kindness and compassion. Remember this please Mysterious,

Whatever makes me feel bad leave it, whatever makes me smiles, I'll keep it...keep smiling.

Some people aren’t meant to stay in my Life. Some people are just passing through to bring me Something, a Lesson I need to Learn, or Memory that Makes me Smile. When the time comes, I'll let go and move on with myLife

Don't have to say sorry Honey. Take your time, no worries, I understand. The Closeness and emotional connection is enough to make me happy. HUH! ayat tak leh blah lagi... tah betul tah tak, manusia manusia hehehe, berdrama lebih beb.

I would say Trust and honesty are important ingrediants of emotional connection, and they both relate to communication, as well. Communication is pointless if we're not going to be honest. Lies or half-truths do not lead to a healthy emotional connection.

Physical connection, hmmm... cuddling is something that nourishes that emotional connection. I'm not talking about sex, I'm talking about non-sexual touching and physical closeness.  Sex alone won't lead to emotional closeness. Hugging, cuddling, touching, holding the partner- these stuff all express the feelings our couple without  saying a word. It takes time to develop a strong emotional connection though. Basically can't rush it, Let it grow slowly over time. The connection will be stronger that way I suppose.

I Love you soo much Honey...

I can’t hold the feeling of missing you Honey, all I do is crying to east it.

Aku ada kerna engkau ada, tercipta hati ku hanya untuk mu. Jalan ku berpenghujung pada mu.

Mamamia…. Gempak giler ayat jiwang ni. Dimaafkan sebab dalam hati ada munga yang berkembang maaa… hehehe Things are seemed to run hot and cold. Sometimes I would feel him and touch him, and sometimes I would ignore him and close himself off.

I Can't remember a time when I began to develop strong feelings for a man and knew Iwanted to be with him and only him, but he seemed ambivalent and wishy-washy about the situation - and it drove me nuts?
Actually relationships with men so often start off hot and heavy, but then quickly and unexpectedly turn ice-cold. I suppose most kaum Hawa have had the experience of feeling like they've finally found something real with a man, and sharing themselves emotionally, only to have him suddenly he pull away. And what's worse - when this happens, there often seems to be no explanation from man and no good reason at all.

These types of situations make it easy for kaum Hawa to feel pessimistic towards men in general, and can definitely lead us to believe all men are just screwed up. But is that the REAL truth? This is very very true.

But the real truth about me is I DO NOT KNOW... i just go with the flow but I strongy believe that AL-Muhyi already had a great plan for me for my LOVE Life. So why worries then?

I give all to Al-Muhyi, The Greatest to handle. I trust HIM with my soul and heart and I give all to Him. I Love Him really much, The Creator... Al-Muhyi.

An upset grey haired man Wan J

He is just another disaster waiting to happen… like ore klate says dunio kato gi kubor kato mari hahaha. My apology, I'm not that sarcastic though... Pity him much. 

Needn't be flamboyant. I didnt ask anything except for sincere relationship. I'm reading people as if I'm reading a book. Good advice is something a man gives when he is too old to set a bad example. I'd tell him

hidup yang singkat tidak perlu untuk berpura-pura, so that life gonna be beautiful for all. Say it out loud or just keep hush, I’m going to translate it into messages and I’ll trying to digest them.

He disastered his life solely because of his lust! It is one of the greatest evils that tempts people away from God. It makes an individual weak-willed and unreliable.

I remember this.

Dont get upset with little jerks in life because life is a road and problems are like speed breakers. They save us from big accidents.

Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around

Very very very right! It saves me from having that type of man in life. Thank you Allah... I remember! Just Stay close to those who are able to make you happy and make someone happy too! Trust me, it's contagious

I have to keep praying... 

"Ya Allah give me eyes that see the best in people, heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad, soul that never loses faith"

Sincerely... as a Muslim, I’m pitty him really much, and I’d pray for him when I was in front of Ka’bah. Pray for him so that Allah reward him to be a muslim man with Iman and Takwa. Basically I knew his history. I do not know what actually he is looking for in this life. Really I do not know.

Sad and really sad, i do not know... anyway hmmm

Someone commented me ‘strong and reliable attitude, great mind structure and mapping...'

to be continued