What had happend to you Sir?

I won't let anyone who do so little for me control so much of my emotions and feelings

I really hate much of those feelings, just thinking of him and missing him soo much at all time and at the same time I'm not sure how he think about me, I need to control my mind then... all I can say is I just go with the flow and biar blog ini menjadi saksi! Amboi emotion nampak, one day HE will begging for my LOVE, YES! These are my the last words for him

M: Hi, many times you'd express the feeling of uneasy directly and indirectly but just recently I'd catch. My apology for being a bit dumb. I'll keep silent and wont interrupt you again. Thousand opologies for everything. thank you.

WJ: Honey, what's wrong with you?

M: Honey, I just expressed it out loud just like that. Feel like saiko sikit.

(nak jawap lagi tu, patut nya diam jer la kan, perempuan la name kan.... hikhik.. hard to undestand warga gold like him hehe, aduh jahat lagi...)

I don't care, I don't care, I don't care, thus I try hard to change my focus... hmmm jahat tak,? tak laaa kan... hehe. I know this Doc, and he like damn being nice to me, invited me to his course that cost about RM6800 only for a few days. Thus I'd accept his invitation then. Is about Hypnosis and this is part of physcology which one of my passion.

M: You're too sweet Doc, I'm touched. I really appreciate that.

Doc: Thanks for recognizing me. You are always special in my heart. There are  lots of things abt u that I treasure

Doc: Ok, I will expect you tomorrow morning

Doc: Ok, if you can't sleep tonight, please do disturb me

Doc: Yes I want to share with you everything that you wish to share with me.

Doc: Yes I said that, but I'm ok if you have ___, just need you to be honest to me. I like you and I don’t care how many you have. Come to me. Your ___ are mine too.

Doc: I’m looking forward for you and know you are thinking of me and that we will be together

M: Today with a little bit of grief I suppose, I’m stealing inspiring says in bringing light and sunshine in me… yea… all is about mind control. You’re great today right. And I know you’re always great. That’s amazing Doc…

M: If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come your way, but if it is yours by destiny from you it cannot flee

Doc: Muah

M: I can make men falling in love with me within split second unlike you within 20 minutes ladies going to lentuk with you Doc. Is that pretty amazing as well huh! I’m sorry, just kidding, I’m not that type of lady though. Just to bring some laugh in me. 
Ahakss, I just want to sindir him actually, previously he use to say that I'm a love hunter, HUH! tengok kaki dulu beb, know me first before you judge me...

Let me share something that very important ways to think in order to maintain our healty mind. I'm gonna try hard to apply these in my daily life...

1. Think Positive (like what WJ ask me to do, think Positive pleaseeeeee... so I WILL DO!)

2. Be Sociable. (I would say sociable in a good way, all I know is we have to be happy at all times..., jangan dok sedih sokmo deh)

3. Eat Healthily

4. Keep Your Mind Active and Learn New Things.

5. Excercise. (o... I need to call that studio, if they have yoga class for me to attend, I need to start back in taking part on this)