Monday, May 21, 2012

I want to know your feeling










Please hold these hardly in each and every one of us
Carry a heart that never hates
Carry a smile that never fades
Carry a touch that never hurts
Having a successful relationship with a man isn’t an accident. Attraction isn’t an accident. Knowing how to create a lasting and meaningful relationship with a man and break the patterns that have happened in the past, without doing something different. By knowing inside the mind of a man? O dear, why so dramatic today Huh! hehehe
Something had happend between me and that man... but I really do not know.. I do not know how to think about this. Let it goes with the flow, let it dance with its own melody. You play the tune and I'll dance to your tempo.
I will give all to the Greatest; Al-Muhyi to handle. because He knows which is the best for me and the only HIM knows what I'm looking for. With God willing.
J: Girl friend doesn't mean you really belong to seombody but soulmate for me is jiwa raga, deep inside, hidup dan mati you belong to me. You got it?
M: Got it, thank you...
J: Now did you know how I feel for you? 
M: I do not know... :P
J: Now you should know...
J: I want to make you feel like other normal woman who really deserve to be loved
J:  Why should I test you? I asked you what you feel? Do you feel LOVE?
M: Yes, I'd feel LOVE.
M: Dia anugerahkan Ku kasih untuk berbagi dengan mu, atas restu Allah ku ingin memilike mu...
J:  You make my day.

What is inside the mind of a man? Deep inside me, I couldn'tt care less what you gonna say, I’m not going to trust men 100%. Past experience teaches me a lot. I’m gonna make you suffer, so watch out men out there. LOL. I hate men much but on the other hand… :P hey hey hey... please Mrs M, carry a heart that never hates


The Greatest; Al-Muhyi listens and already knows what's in our heart but He wants us to ask Him for what we want, put trust in Him, pray anywhere.
Prayer is amazing exchange... We handover our WORRIES to the Greatest… And He handovers His BLESSINGS to us...
I am holding these hardly in me...

Friday, May 11, 2012

I would LUV to have you now

 






Wow! What a say huh… he’d express those words through our dinner at one of the restaurant in BJ. I do not know if he seriously said that and he meant what he said. I’m really stupid in this kind of stuff, I don’t know how to react actually, damn blur, I feel soooooooo stupid hehe. Thus I said. You ask the Greatest if I’m the one who suppose to be with you.
I’m a lady that always taking for granted when come to deal with this kind of stuff. I don’t know… all I can say is getting feed up, numb, dead, without sensation, dull, blunt! O dear…. How TRUE is this man huh? I don’t have any clue for this really. I'd try to look back what he wrote to me
J: You are beautiful
M: Well... i never think soo... yea, just ordinary lady and thanks to the Greatest...
J: May I know what did you do? 
M: Perhaps.. you wanna throw a guess?
J: Ok, you are doing modelling?
M: No, no, i'm not. maybe the way i'd post in the pic make you said that. I love art much actually. and how about u then?
J: I'm in Oil & Gas Industry. I was in Turkmenistan last year. Now back in Malaysia doing some consultancy in Oil & Gas.
J: May I know your real name
M: I'm Mysterious
J: Nice name, suit with you
M: O... my dad gave that name, i take that as a compliment. Thanks. I'm just ordinary lady anyway...
J: As I said, you are beautiful, why did you like to cover your head? show your beauty
M: Trying to take islam as a way of life... aiming to be a good muslim day by day...
J: You like to listen to music?
M: I do, it's such a theraphy for me
M: Well... beautiful is very subjective anyway. different people have their own interpretation
M: I'm sorry, I'm just curious... basically what are u looking for actually in ur life? You already got what you want? Do you fully satisfied with what u have?
 
hmmm... he reluctance to answer, I think he's love to fling just like that with women. well, let it be! player at the age of 56 i supposed. O God! My apology, I'll take back my words... :P:P:P:P:P

I’m really tire of knowing men, damn tire of being fooled, I’m tire for being tested. I do not know…  I will only go for men that really need me and seriously looking for a soul partner. So keep catching then, good luck! :D :D :D :D :D. I’m gonna text him with these… let see what’s his reply.
Thus! Ladies out there don’t try to mimic me okay. Remember this…
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason… If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it 



Hey! I wanna share with you, 3 questions that can make your man withdraw
1st - HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT ME? is this love or is this just a fling? Are your feelings for me real and lasting?
2nd - WHERE IS THIS GOING? Would you like to get married someday
3rd - ARE YOU SERIOUS ABOUT US? Or are u just in this for now but not thinking anything  serious or long-term?

Basically we need to be more smart in saying out the words.  you don't want to seem pushy or needy, so you may even rehearse what you're going to say in your mind. HUH how expert I’m in commencing with men. HAHAHAHA