I am depress… on what I have done

Taking Breath Away. I Have You In Me. Sayang You deeply. When Your Heart and Your Soul Back To Fitrah, Do Drop Me A Say ok.  Always Pray For You. With Humble, Permisi…

I do not know what happened to me. But I’m really felt sad. :`( Perhaps I did it wrongly, I did fly the text to him at about 5.30 am and I knew at that time he still sleeps. By hoping that he will reply after he wake up. But nothing came into my inbox... Definitely he takes it in different way. I can’t really put the blame on him. I’m someone that pretty much stable in handling my emotion though. At that particular moment,  I don’t know… I’m admitting I’m just normal human that always make mistake.

Deep inside me… my instinct… my mind strongly believe… one day he will be chosen by the Greatest to receive His guidance, and he will say something to me…  again playing with subconcious mind, focus only on what we want, only +ve stuff, and let it float then... each moment in time, it becomes PRAY, DOA, keep repeating do for the same things. The Greatest know which is the best... Ar Rahim... will always listen, at all time, never ever stop!

Only Ar Rahim can make a change, nothing is impossible. Everything is in the hands of Him. I give all hope to Him, Ar Rahim

A say from Sufi:
"Ar Rahim, the Greatest puts turbulence in our heart so that our nearness to Him remains forever."

I will hold this TIGHT… I will hold this HARDLY…

My Subconscious Mind...towards you ARL

 

I STRONGLY believe about the power of subconscious mind...

Unlike my brain and body, my subconscious mind never sleeps or never rests. It is working 24 hours per day 7 days a week, and consistently absorbing data, creating and sending out vibrational frequencies based on the feeling towards you.

It's related to +ve mind. We have been teached to always have +ve minded. This related to each other. WOW! What a say! What a confident huh! I don't know... But I'm strongly believe ARL gonna mine. Just wanna say

I Have You Deep Inside Me Indeed...

I Have You In Mind... You're in My Pray...

I Do Admire You Much...

I Do Miss You Much All The Time....

I Do Sayang You Much...

and I Love You

With the Greatest willing. yea... after his heart and soul are clean and close to YOU Ar Rahim... With the full of hope, please never give me the feeling of frustration when I give all my hope to YOU. Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim... ameen... ameen... ameen.

Blue moon is back?

DR, you come again into my life? Begging for my love? Dear… It is extremely hard to understand.

It’s already 2 months, when I close my eyes, I see you. I can’t express it with words… only my soul and heart knows. I just worried about my turning back. I’m worried about your perception, worried if you will not accept me again into your life.

I have u in mind. Miss everything about you. You are the best lady that I have ever met.

I don’t have anybody after you…

Just wanna let you know that I miss u baby

Baby, please come back into my arms…

I’ll wait for you baby…

These are all the killing words from a man with the title of DR, a specialist in physiology and expert in many-many stuff with a decade of experiences. Love makes people feel miserable right… I can’t believe actually, am I dreaming huh!

I get hurt when I’d catch you. Please give me some times. :(  :P

Did I catch him? I did huh! Hehe :P As if we are playing hide and seek, why these happened? I’m tired to think about this seriously. Let it take part on its own, let it flows just like that…

I’m applying one of the Law of Attractions. The Law of Cause and Effect

For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. Every cause has an effect, and every effect has a cause. Whatever you send into the Universe comes back. Action and re-action is equal and opposite. All thought is creative, so I need to be careful what I wish for… I will get it. With the God willing.
Thus I’m say good things to everyone; treat everyone with total respect. Never worry about what I’m gonna get, just concentrate on what I give. Do things with full of sincerity though.

Al-Baqarah - Verse 32...

A start for the year 2012, begin with the name of Al-Kabir... The Greatest, Ya Rahman... Ya Rahim... The most beautiful names of the creator, The All-Merciful, The All-Beneficient

As-Salam... The Source of Peace
Al-Musawwir... The Shaper of Beauty
As-Samad... The Satisfier of All Needs
As-Sabur... The Patient One

Al-Baqarah;32 with the meaning

They said, "Exalted are You; we have no knowledge except what You have taught us. Indeed, it is You who is the Knowing, the Wise."

Place your right hand on your left chest.. recite this verse, do it 5 times a day and see whats the result... i'm gonna do this. reciting with the full of undestand and confident with all the says from The Greatest... wait for the result then... much thanks to one of the school principal here. Appreciated!

Thank You Sir...

I'm not gonna drop my tears... a big No No

Philadelphia... I would say i'm gonna miss you :) the nice place to work but not really the nice place to stay... for a lady like me. a typical mysterious lady. what a say! This is not a good start though

Not sure how to start with, after a couple of months, yea... pretty much back in early 2011 i left. So! let me start with dramatic sensation  :) with the title Humble Apology...

honey dearest...

 

look at this beautiful lyrics from one of the indonesian song

'bila cinta tak lagi padaku... bila hati tak lagi padaku... dan bila dia bahagia dirimu... akukan pergi miski hati tak akan rela...

 

couples of previous weeks, i'd catch your words and your actions had translated into a few messages. and in norm i received those and digested them. i'dsmell them either, pretty much strong from your sincere actions... your love getting faded day by day... moment by moment i felt you're not comfort with the way i'm... a humble apology

 

if those are correct and i did not receive any words from you... with humble i'm willing to step back from your life... indeed life is not gonna be beautiful without sincerity

 

The gist of the story was, the Greatest created human with a unique manner. Thus explore them before throwing them with all the assumptions