I Can't Stop From Liking You

I can't stop from liking you... WOWWWWWWW!

what a say huh! This is really an interesting story. Not sure how should I put the start to make it super duper interesting. mama miaa... But I would say I will stay with the mood, with the real mood that he clad with. The pesona that he brought.

I wrote...
I can't sleep the whole night, heart keep crying… was thinking of people take advantage on me just like that, because of my weaknesses… all I need is a little bit of empathy, pity me...

I'm not sure how should i go about this ... how to carry on with the flow of his rhythm... I'd say
for anything happened, I always take the blame, at all time I'd put the blame on me not on other people, thus just let me be alone, let me keep hush for a certain period...

Let's life booze by itself... I just don't wanna to let my heart cry anymore. Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile...

Satisfaction Brought It Back...

Sir,

I'm be of the same mind... for the most part followers're taking things for granted. I would say followers're not trying to be au fait with in yawning thought.

Sir... I'm be pleased about your turn of phrase.

Feel like there is no precise word to express my gratitude for your kindness in putting your view in words… other than appreciated! All I can say is; if humans not taking a religion as part of their way of life... thus stuff like that happened.

These are my says to Mat Rabi...

the 6th from him

my dear mek

it is good to be back here.i hope you are well and im still waiting to meet you. i seek forgiveness from Allah swt if i erred in my views and constantly seek his guidance...

when i said earlier that there cannot be separation between humans and Allah, please understand that we are part of Him but not Him. remember He is unmanisfested and formless. in His absolute essence He will never be known (Zat Mutlak)..we carry His attributes (sifat) . essence and attributes cannot be separated..but the essence here is dependant on His absolute essence(zat mukayat)......we are the slave and He is the Master. ..He is the lord and we are the vassal. in this sense it is logical to say that the slave is to serve the master..the slave is to fulfill the master's purposes. we have to be careful in understading the words used by most religions."we are to worship God"..to me a more accurate words should be." we are to serve God"....submit to Him in order to serve Him and be His khalifah ( representative) in this world.

my dear mek, this is the answer....who is God? who am I? what is the relationship between me and God? and what is my purpose in this life?

certainly i will try to elaborate further on the subject of serving God..at this stage let me say that most people including the muslims are more concerned about worshipping God rather than serving God....

....to be continued....

Winter Ballad KL Version... Kuya Hamka

Bravura!

I'm not trying to lay it too thick thought it may sound a little thick to you, but honestly... your words genuinely flow just like a tranquil air... if truth be told... in deed



I'll keep you in my heart till it's very last beat.



A person who truely loves you and knows you... is someone who sees the pain in your eyes... while everyone else will believes in the smile of your face

Started with a Statement

Starting with these from me. Shooting to Mat Rabi.

Muslims that confess that they are free thinker or a Muslim who forms opinions on the basis of reason, majority of them are especially a person whose religious opinions differ from established belief. They are adopted, embraced, be in favor of with the western culture thus make them rejected Islam which restricted their life! What do you think Sir? I need your sincere comment...

I'd receive the 4th says from Mat Rabi

my dear mek

I hope Allah continues to bless you and again I seek His guidance for me to say the right things and ask for forgiveness if I had erred. We not only have to be believers but we also have to be seekers. I cannot remember exactly the Surah in the Koran when Allah says (something to this meaning)...I send you Muhammad to teach one important thing, find ways towards discovering Allah, or simply seek Allah... I said in my earlier posting that the key to know Allah is to know yourself first...Who am I? Therefore we have to focus all our attention now to know ourselves first. When we were first concious about ourselves, we came to know that we are called humans. We realised we existed in a place called the world. The religion taught us that there is the Supreme power called God who created everything. He is invincible and of course a seperate entity. As far as I know there were two occasions when the Prophets had the chance of meeting Him. The first was Prophet Moses when he asked God to be visible at mount Thursina so that he could explain to his people about Him. Allah warned Prophet Moses that if He showed Himself everything would get destroyed. Anyway He commanded Moses to look at the mountain and He manifested. Moses saw the entire mount Thursina disintegrated and he fainted. When he regained his conciousness, he submitted that he was a true believer. The second time was when Prophet Muhammad was ascended (Miraj) to meet Allah at Sidratul Muntaha, somewhere in the sky, so we were told sitting on a Throne called Arasy.. .

...to be continued....

5th says from Mat Rabi

my dear mek

my apology for quite a lapse from my last posting..i hope you are well and enjoying life. as for me i have been quite busy with my business activities and discharging my responsibilities as the head of the family. my mother in law came to stay with us and just went home to sarawak yesterday.... i hope you have been reading my writings earlier with an open mind..Again I seek Allah's guidance to continue writing to you..I recognise the limitation of my mind to talk about the subject. just as a reminder, i said before that the key to know Allah is to know yourself and we should at this stage to focus about knowing ourselves. we realised that we are called humans and we were thrown in this world without any choice. we have no choice to choose our parents, our race, our place of birth, our gender and our physical appearance.do you realise that you see everything through your own conciousness alone? you are the only one.there are no two you...only you..by the way this is Ahad or Esa. we must be special. let us look at what Allah said in the koran....something to this meaning..'i created man and jinn for them to submit to me'and ' i created man to be my khalifah (representative) in this world'. and when the first man Adam was created, He said ' i blow my soul unto him'...the angels questioned Him as to why He wanted to create humans that would make mischief on earth..to which Allah replied." indeeed you don't know what i know"..to a question on what is soul (roh), He replied ' i only reveal little knowledge to man regarding soul, the rest remains my secret'.....these are jottings what were revealed in the koran regarding the creation of humans...let us now examine ourselves..physically we were thrown to this world as a result of reproduction from our parents. we are alive and have conciousness..what and who is behind that conciousness?..our breathing (nafas) cause the aliveness. we have to be convinced that HUMANS ARE PART OF GOD, NO SEPARATION ONLY UNITY.......

...to be continued....

Al Sabra Ito in his own ways...

With humble… I beg you Sir, please do not treat me same as you’d treat other ladies on the net. Do not make a fool of me Sir... I’m here to look for a sincere, beautiful heart and beautiful mind in making a colleague.

We are matured enough, may perhaps do respect each other would much be better. Life is shorter than what we thought… Be GOOD man SIR!

Please put a little bit of your sympathy on me Sir... seriously Sir, I'm lokking for part time job. I'm the breadwinner for my family. so, do offer me a job... yea... any job that you think i can contribute.

Write to me, what are you doing now? He'd write to me... Thus i'd give him a glance.

I just wanna share with youabout the project that I’m handling now. Huge project a suit of human capital including infrastructure, is a transition from IBM to one of the cooperate company and university in USA. I’m the SME from Malaysia and others SME located in spain, Ireland, Mexico, Philiphine, India, New Jersy, Ohio and a few places in US. So my involvement is including management part and technical in creating a strategy to making sure we deliver a first class suit of application to the client. I’m doing papers, presentation to VP, Directors including all team members some demo and also doing technical works. Basically that’s what I’m doing Sir. I’m facing client as well. previously I with German company and my expertise is in Telecomunication and now I’m in Human Capital fields…

You have such a Beautiful Heart

I'd reply to Mr Rabi sir,

thanks again for your expression. currently i'm extreamly busy with work but i'll try to find sometime times to comment regarding ur words. i really appreciate that much Sir, thanks again...

Second say from him.

My Dear Mek I hope you read my last message with clear mind and continue seeking guidance from Allah SWT. And once again I seek guidance from Allah to give me the inspiration to say the right thing, the truth. God is fair to all His creatures and the process of communications have always been there to guide humans regarding the required faith to recognise His existence. Hence Allah had sent his messengers throughout all ages and everywhere in this world. All the teaching of the messengers became the basis of most of the religions. I had at one time studied comparative religions, though somewhat cursory and was convinced that the present day religions of the East were true teachings at the beginning, I mean like Buddishm, Hinduism, Taoism etc. Hence the religions were preaching towards the state of ISLAM. Sadly over ages humans deviated from the true teachings. Let us look at the Abrahamic religions (the monotheistic religions), Judaism, Christianity and the present day Islam. Judaism was the first brought by Nabi Musa, then came Christianity brought by Nabi Isa and lastly came Islam brought by Nabi Muhammad. These three major religions of the present time are essentially one religion. The Jews did not believe in Nabi Isa or Jesus and created Judaism. The Christians in turn did not believe in Nabi Muhammad and created Christianity. In this sense religions are man-made, just like political parties...

to be continued...

Hamba yang hina lagi daif

3rd say from him...

My dear Mek Here Im writing to you again continuing from my last posting to you...I ask forgiveness from Allah SWT if I erred in my views and constantly begging Him to guide me to say the right things.. I have expressed my views on the subject of 'religion'. Just to conclude, my persuasion is that the word religion is misunderstood. Worse still most religions as that exist today are man-made. A'Din or the Way of Life to guide us on this world had always being communicated to humans through God's Messengers. You and I are indeed very lucky to come to this world through Muslim parents. I had in my earlier posting talked about God. The greatest sin in this world is to be an agnostic. Not only we have to believe in His existence, we have to know Him. In order to know Him, first we have to know ourselves. This is the KEY..........

...to be continued

Hamba yang daif lagi hina

Neither Cyber Don Juan nor flamboyant?

That’s the say used to soupçon my ears. Touch a chord exceedingly!

"You may say, no to a person who always pushing you to say yes until the person will give up... but at the end you will accomplish the true, sincere, honest feeling from the person is truthworthy through your perceptions and determinations of your credits... " Well... well... I really do not know. I'm in the cloud! May perhaps it suit with my says. Wanna share the tramendours feel? just shoot the breeze then. mama miya! heh... Here you go! people shoot to you just like that.... stay tuneeeeeeee.... to be continued okay my darling! hahaha

I'm back! Hmmm... where are we huh, okay i'll continuing with his say...
You are a perfect lady with dignity and pride. You are a sentimental and caring lady but a lady with high ambitious. With well approach and principle. But you will only be tame when comes to sex, sex is yr talent. Nevertheless, you a the same time is a very sensitive person and loving the family in the sincere scenario. You will only shallow the bitter and throw out the sweet though yr heart is sickening. You can absorb to remedy the mistake and willing to forgive. You also never put your anger to a person you don’t like long in your heart, your attitude would be let bygone be bygones.

I’d give him 90% out of 100% for giving the words on me. You know what? I really put an eye on you. I’m tango with the melody that you bring, in the midst of the tune that you’d play until the sensation of your movement move toward… draw closer. Damn interesting! Don’t you know that you’re in the arduous chapter huh! Cyber Womanizer? You won’t know that Cyber Don Juan. HAHAHA a big laugh if the truth be told.