River flow in me

Looking into my eyes… is a reflection of unspoken words. Hardly ever, sink like this… in this sensation. Can’t really hold sway over the tense… All I know I need to choose something soothing, yea… a touch of tranquil, relaxing. I just want to make my heart singing. May perhaps get something done with emotional nourishment? Hmmm…
Come into my mind when think over about life. Cast doubt on it. Lets life manipulate me or I need to manipulate life? Well… I’m not gonna let life manipulate me! But all I know, I’ll try hard, really hard to manipulate it, never ever letting pressure, stress influence me. Optimists! That’s the word. It is saying “an optimist will try harder to change the situation”

Oh God… got hold on this. Life must go on following the guidance of Allah (swt).
“…then whosoever follows My Guidance he shall neither go astray, nor shall he be distressed. But whosoever turns away from My Reminder(i.e. neither believes in this Qur’an nor acts on its teachings.) verily, for him is a life of hardship…” (Surah Taha: 123-124)

In the region of life

Close my eyes, sit down straight with the correct posture. Take a deep breath. Inhale… and exhale… Just concentrate on my breathing. Think hard when breathing… pulling the clarity in, positive stuff, clearness and breathing out by throwing the haziness, ambiguity, bad, negative stuff. Hope against hope… use up a few minutes to do this.

Hmmm… in the region of life, i do have a choice to either enjoy my life or to hate it. And no one can control or take that from me. Like so… I choose to be happy. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. I’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections…

Just be true to myself … follow my guts. Along these lines… whenever I get the gut feelings, I’ll go with it and give it all that I’ve got. I learn a lot about myself. Yea… I think I’m so proud to see that I’m strong and I was able to do it. Things are not always as bright as we hope it to be. I still have a lot of drive left in me. So I will carry on and hopefully I can enjoy my life. All I want is to feel much peace and love.

The words saying
“Love is the best music in the score of life. Without it one would forever be out of tune in the immense choir of humanity”

The first day in this world

Really bored actually, hands started writing a few words about something. New in this world. By having this space, hopefully i can spend my time here writing whatever i want... whatever i feel... whatever i wanna share... Many stuff is in my mind. Personally, how to throw it into word is really really hard actually. All i know i need to be honest and i need to be clear with what i want to write. I love sharing in fact. Yea... maybe i'm gonna write about what i do. i busy with work actually... when i'm free, i'll make myself busy with yoga, with belly dancing, busy with reading books and stuff like that, and busy with mengelamun sendirian... heh. In life, i just let the flow run by itself... and i'm strongly believe that God did everything with a reason. Thus as of now only clarity in me.

I want to share these words, is just word maybe for your honey or for lovely hubby or maybe for someone special or something like that…

beautiful eyes…
the melody that you bring
give the pleasure of other eyes, and fleshes
the observe is like a melody
can’t really stop …
with full of passion…

beautiful eyes…
the song of your life
the song for the loneliness
change someone life…
into innocent style and humble

from the beautiful eyes of the lover
shining shines like a diamond…
shining with the true colors
dashing with amazing grace

if love was trust
if love was caring
if love about in believing
you have all that in your eye
beautiful eyes…